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| “Goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting. “ --- Peter Pan |
Nobody said saying
goodbye is easy. Farewell is always the hardest decision to make. But when it
is fate that ordains goodbye, the heart, no matter how painful it is, bids and
let go. Holding on and hoping have no used because it is the heart that feels
exhausted of waiting and hurting. Simply, the hearts gives up, let go, moves on
and forget.
Tonight as I write
this and tears spills, I promised that this is the last time I will cry because
of you. I will pour my heart out and it will be over! That I promise. I deserve
better than wait for you to loved me back. It is easy said than done. But I
will get by the soonest I can.
I have loved you
long enough and it hurts. Saying goodbye is the only way I see to change life
forever. I don’t want to be stupid anymore. I should and ought to stop this
love insanity.
I thank you for
all the memories and friendship shared. I am grateful that for a fleeting
moment, you did loved me too though it is not enough for me to keep you for
forever. It does not matter anymore and anyway. I am contented that I once met
you.
I hope someday,
somehow, when our path will ever cross again, I already found my own happiness.
By then, I hope that I can say that I am thankful that I never have you.
Goodbye to you, my
soul beloved. Be happy for me as I try to be happy for you. I must go on with
life and forget you. Time will come and heal all wounds. I guess, this is
really is it. Saying goodbye is the best for our happiness. But always remember
that I truly did love you once in my life.
